||[Jun. 19th, 2006|08:50 pm]
I have problems with stress management. This problem closely correlates to my problem with time management, but is also affected by my pursuit to relative perfection. Today I’m stressed about m lack of employment (unemployment I think they call it in some circles).
My motivation is making my parent’s proud, as 2 dimensional and dorky as it sounds, it really is what drives me. I’m also competitively motivated against my friends, classmates, and my brother. I never feel like I’m winning.
Today was the first day of class, and eight weeks doesn’t seem like nearly enough. I’m sure I’ll feel differently after the two seventy-five minutes classes, four days a week. Suck.
I can feel stress melt away the more time I spend in my apartment alone. I love it. I do feel a bit like a Sim, a Sim without furniture.